it was really exciting (and i do mean exciting, tee hee!) hearing Akasha and Miss Blue again in the first lesson. Miss Blue was right about my hand being on my clittie while she was talking, but at least Akasha let that count as my first "to the edge" experience. sigh. this may be difficult, but the decision on whether or not i cum belongs to Akasha and Miss Blue. that's the way it should be, and i am not going to mess up.
chastity is important to me, from the standpoint that i believe my Mistress should be the only one to determine when or if i should cum. i don't think i am able to make a good decision about that, because i would probably be thinking of myself instead of my Mistress' pleasure, doing it too often, etc. i don't have a commercial chastity device though (like the CB series). they are exciting, but are very expensive (and i would be nervous wearing one when going through airport security, etc). my preference for a chastity device is a tight fitting panty girdle which keeps my little clittie very much under control until a Mistress decides to release it. plus it makes me feel very feminine and submissive, something that i really need.
the inflatable dildo that Akasha and Miss Blue want their sluts to buy is scary to me. i don't want to go anywhere near it. it would fit in my pussy when it is deflated, but i'm afraid it would split me it half if i ever pumped it up! and i get so excited during the training and chat sessions that i probably would lose control. i think i'll keep what i have rather than risk damage to my pussy!
hope i covered everything, this class is so intense already - even on the first day!
jamie
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