saturday in training...

it was very thoughtful of Miss Akasha and Miss Blue to allow me to masturbate to the edge 3 times today. it certainly has captured my attention, because it seems like i am thinking of them all the time. i have even played Lesson 1 over several times, it seems like hearing my Mistress' voices helps to lock me into submission to their needs and their will.

i was really happy to hear that Miss Akasha was going to start writing 'Corporate Slut' stories again. they were always my favorite series. i followed a link to one that Miss Akasha highlighted, "Cuckold Training for my Corporate Slut". i read it during one of my required masturbation periods, and oh my gosh - i was almost gasping for breath! i had to stop reading it several times to allow myself to cool down some to that i would not cum. watching Miss Akasha dress up for a date (i was thinking that being forced to help her dress in her sexy lingerie for that date would have been even greater humiliation), then later being forced to watch as her stud satisfies her needs, and ultimately being ordered to clean up the pussy of my goddess using my sissy mouth and tongue.

i am so close to the edge again after remembering the story and writing about it - its pretty obvious that masturbating 3 times a day is having the effect Miss Akasha and Miss Blue wanted. but i remember Miss Blue's stern warning during the Lesson 1 audio, and i have been very careful to stop touching myself and start thinking of something else when my clittie starts to throb and leak.

i realized today that i needed a new package of kotex maxi pads. my leaking clittie was leaving some stains in the crotch of my panties. i've found that its a lot easier to just use a pad and change it when needed, rather than try to get stains out of pretty lingerie. it makes me feel very feminine and secure.

i have been looking over my requried 'school supplies', and i have the following:

- penis dildo - 7 inches long, 1-3/4 inches diameter, pink, with veins. it has a soft fleshy tip that feels nice on my glossed lips

- pussy plug - 3-1/2 inches long, 1-1/4 inches in diameter, black. embarrassingly small i know, but its all my pussy can handle. makes me feel nice and full when it is in me

- aneros - this is a specialty pussy plug that i bought because Miss Akasha recommended it. it is very effective for 'milking' a slut. if you use it carefully it can drain you of cum without the need to experience an orgasm, which your Mistress probably does not permit except on special occasions.

- nipple clamps - from the stockroom site.

- wood ruler - to be used as a paddle as needed.

- clothes pins - assortment

- binder clips - small, medium, and large

i hope that gets me through the training. i didn't buy some of the things the Mistress' recommended, they were just too frightening. i do keep looking back at that inflatable dildo, but i know my pussy could never accommodate that. it is so intriguing and intimidating though...

thank You so much Miss Akasha and Miss Blue for allowing me to participate in this training.

jamie