Lesson 3

although its hard for me to believe, my toenails are now painted bright crimson red. modern technology is wonderful, i used a 'quick drying' polish and it was dry in only a few minutes. as i stared at my pretty toes, i want to smile and touch them, but then another part of me wanted to cry. all the while i was painting them there were conflicting thoughts going through my head. on one hand the color was so bright, pretty, slick and sexy - i just wanted to layer on more and more! it was so enticing and exciting that it was even making my little clittie stiff (of course in my constantly aroused condition that isn't so hard to do - thank You Mistress) but on the other hand there was another voice that kept saying - don't do it, you are going to be 'trapped' by the red painted nails, there will be no escape, you will be confirming to yourself and to anyone who might see your feet that you are a total sissy - humiliated and used by women and laughed at by men. but i couldn't stop myself. and i know that Mistress Akasha and Mistress Blue knew that would be the result all along. the battle was within me, but they knew which side would win.





and now, i just can't wait to see how they look when my feet are in nylon stockings and toeless high heel shoes! with maybe a nice pretty nylon slip draped just above the knees over my pretty shaved legs. its making me so exited that i think i am going to have to read one of Miss Akasha's pussy worship stories! oh my gosh would i love my face between her thighs right now... time for my next masturbation session... (sigh)



tomorrow morning it will be time to shave. my legs, pussy, sissy hole, chest, everything. after all, now that my nails are crimson red, my ugly male hair looks terribly out of place. i suppose i'll have the same conflicting thoughts in my head as i do that, but even i know who is going to win (blush). between the excitement of listening to these exciting lesons and the endless masturbation with no release, it seems like i am becoming totally under the control of Mistress Akasha and Miss Blue. their whims and desires are becoming the most important things to me.